I'd like to know when it is coming and the reason is simple, I want to write something for everyone. I want to say goodbye. I feel like I will never truly express how I feel to certain people until when I know I don't have any time left. I'd like to tell them the things I regret not saying or doing. I don't want tdeath to be cold to me; i'd like it to be gracious. Like when the queen walks during matchpast and waves at dignitries. I'd like to go out like that.